I can't remember what my original plan was - I really shouldn't call it a plan, it was more of a presumption. My mind is cloudy because of this and I seem unable to make a decision.
I deeply regret making you agree with my side of things, and when you said "I want you to be 100% in the moment" I should have just shut my god damn fucking mouth and thought about what was being proposed instead of whining like a stupid bullshit baby when she doesn't get her way.
mind it wanders
what is gone is gone
what is lost is l o s t